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  • my life 27.04.2005 Comments Off

    how silly of me to keep thinking negatively… i realised that all that fears i am having is uncalled for and that its bogging me alot.. haha…

    having said that, i am glad i straighten out my thinking… erm very paiseh if u are annoyed by my sms or anything… dun mean to…

    looking forward to 2nd May..goin out with hest n yumei to splash big time at the pool… btw, sat is one of my frens 2st bdae bash..dunno whether wanna go.. its at 7.30 pm at downtown east… so late.. and erm.. chalet is nt my cup of tea..still pondering though…

    i wunder whats my 21st bdae bash like.. :X lolx… haha… well been busy doing hosehold chores in the house today haha…so good of me.. cos actually feel so bored in the house with nth to do except play play and more play wahahaha….

    well gtg.. happy tagging… and oops… erm.. dila…happy belated bdae.. =)

    ciaoz

  • my life 26.04.2005 Comments Off

    heya peeps, just added a tagboard to my blog~! yaya…means u all can tag me whenever ya here at my blog.. haha… well its a fine mondae morning, or shuld i say monday blues? whatever is the case.. I am now in school, to surf the net on alternatives solution to my studies as well as any job openings.. and of cos, to update my new blog..

    gee.. actually thought today going *splash at the pool with hest and yumei, but then its postponed I guess.. LoL.. well I am a non-swimmer and just splashing at the pool suits me fine as long I dun get myself drowned~! *touch wood la.. but u nvr know what can happen la..at the pool.. lols…

    anyway, the mth of april is almost over.. sigh.. hopefully I dun start wasting anymore time.

    I wish I could have applied to SMU as well.. sigh… no room left for regret i guess. Actually I am sorely disappointed over the NUS application. Why they increase the seats for intake yet I cannot make it? How is it processed? *sob sob…

    Congrats to all those who make it… I am still waiting for NTU reply, if nt successful then I will go work ba.. My dream is to go overseas and futher my career..esp to Dubai…

  • my life 24.04.2005 Comments Off

    received a letter from nus, which says, thank u for applying but i am sry due to compeition from the course i applied. Sigh.. I was so disappointed that I actually cried. But what to do… Is my grades ain’t good enough? or I just simply unlucky? *please knock sum sense into me. *prelude to insanity.

    I dunno what to do next. Is my life very pathetic? Lemme know how u all think. Leave me comments.. I will welcome them gladly.

    There are many other things I wanna say.. will update later… cya

  • my life 22.04.2005 2 Comments

    ello pple… wind up my blog due to some matters… but its ok.. i starting over.. new chapter of my life certainly dun start of too well cause now playing waiting game with the university. both NUS and NTU have nt replied to my application. Regardless approve or reject, leeter will be sent. However, each day I am getting more desperate cos the course i wanted its so competitive. I feel somewhat impatient le.

    with this blog first post, i wanna thank my god-bro, u know whu u r, for teaching me how to lead a true life, being true to myself. this debt of kindness can never be repaid this life. thank u so much. else i guess i am still hiding if nt for u. somehow i know i am still struggling, but i will nvr give up on trying. a big thank u goes out to u.

    to all my frens, whatever our lives may become, i will be with u all as a fren, sister or whatever. I will be there, no matter what. drop me a sms or call, my phone lines are open.

    Ever since the big quarrel with my bf, I am glad we patch up, and working towards improving the relationship. Its partly my fault though, and somewhat selfish in a relationship, but I am working it out. Sometimes, its nice to take some time out and fall in love with ur partner again. Money, the 5 “C”s is important, but trust, honesty, and communication are the key elements to sustain the relationship. This are the lessons I learnt. No one is perfect, but as long as he/she tries to improve, there is nth better than support and belief to guide the person through the hardship.

    “Life can be beautiful, when we realise the importance of being true to yourself no matter what.”

    I guess I done enough expressing my feelings today.. till then.. cya..

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