guess the hot weather has made my mouth so painful..having 2 ulcers in the mouth.. yikes.. i better go find liang teh (cooling tea) to drink liao.. and cut down on heaty stuff… partly nt drinking enough water… sianz…

this is my 3rd post liao.. lolx..been actively blogging, since nth to do.. (nt supposed to say that)..

as for lunch I took some fruits, and fish soup with rice..need to sustain till 7 pm then can go home.. just to earn 5 dollars more..well that’s working life… work part time also so hard..

got to hang in there… cos there ’s money to be made… *who dun want earn money? gee… guess i got to go back to work again.. glad i linked up my blog to alson’s one… lolx.. his posts pretty interesting..check it out..

orh if u haven notice..my blog colour went from pink to blue… pretty no time to design my own layout..when i get the inspiration then i do lor.. lolx…

ciaoz

back again…this time somehow and somewhat.. I feel so unloved.. I dunno what came over me.. maybe I am beginning to miss people I din see for quite sumtime le… Life so bored these days for me..its like a routine le.. its always work and then leaves me so tired..haiz…

to all couples out there: cherish ur partner before a incident changes & forces u to take drastic measures just to meet up. *My case is a gd example. Read on…

dun ask me why. the reason I can put up with this is because I have faith in my r’ship, but sometimes I cannot help but feel really lonely…really unloved, just making me cry. *sob.. (wipes away tears). Perhaps its retribution for me ba.. taught me a real hard lesson. Even as i blog now, can’t help but reach for the tissues in my bag… =( these days I cherished the meetings with my bf like never before. It has been about a yr le..and this will never stop till he finishes his private exams, get a job in sg.

perhaps some of u may think, y din i break up with him, had i know this will happen. well, I am still very much in love with him, despite occasional arguments & big fights… I have no other reasons to leave him, cos he dun drink, he dun smoke. last of all, its unfortunate this kinda things happen, no one expects it.

part of me wish he could be with me every single time when i need him, yet at the same time another part of me wish to sacrifice some time so that he can study more. I guess its better for me to sacrifice some meeting time then end up harming a person future further.

I guess I am getting too emotional.. which i shuld not.. *reaches for tissue again. I admit its painful, but I believe the painful moments will soon be over… I blog now is because after reading through my friends blog, u can realli feel the concern that the both of them share.

Somehow my situation is way different from anyone, with a bf who is older than me, and is an Indian. God knows how I end up with him, but it was his kind heart and character that won me over.

Guess I stop here for now. Blog later…

thursday~! weekends around the corner…hurray~ never knew that weekends are so precious to me now… lolx..ever since working part time… nice way to start my day..when i checked out the blog that my bro (dom) left on my tag board.

verdict: sweet enough to melt lil’ meimei’s heart here… overall the latout is nice..realli nice.. and can feel there’s lots of love and care there… aww~

well i feel realli happi for my bro, now that he found his true love.. cherish and love her well.. work hard for ya future…

well today, receive word from my boss that I will work for another hour each day as well as on 2 saturdays… oh well..its fine with me, more $$$$ into my pocket.. *hee hee..

work load increase again..its neverending is it? lolx…oh well … means I need to have a more filling lunch else…

muhaha.. this realli rox my day… chill

ciaoZ

had a lil’ chat with my friend, who is due for enlistment to NS on June 11th. Turns out that so many of my friends missed out the chance to apply for university this year. they asked me to remind them for next year, which is not a problem for me at all. after all, this is such a small matter, I can help them out on it…

I discovered that I can now type out text without looking at the keyboard!!! hurray… finally… but occasionally still make typo error.. muhahaha… well its good for me, an improvement.

feeling a lil worried for uni fees… wundering if my parents can afford it… sigh.. ~ take things one thing at a time ba.. lolx..

and as for lunch..well I had a lovely surprise.. my bf came to my workplace and pick me up for lunch~! was totally surprised when he msg.. cos thot he has classes, but it was cancelled. .oh well.. haha.. was so sweet of him.. as a result we ate vegetarian hokkien mee, tom yam soup and fruits for lunch.. spent time talking and got back to my office just in time.. .gee… haha…

wish i could sleep in, cos its raining in the morning..suddenly felt like no mood to work.. unfortunately, my mind wun tolerate any nonsense and forced me to get up..duh.. so sleepily drag myself to the bathroom… hahaha.. wanna curl up and sleep thru the rain man.. so cold and nice.. but too bad … awww =S

yesterday had a great time with shaun and michelle. the outing was realli fun and enjoyable. this is also a farewell to shaun who’s gonna be enlisted pretty soon.. all da best to him..

to dila: I can go out this sundae with ya *in case u dun see me online… *confirmed..

so here i am in the office, blogging at the start of the day… since haven start cracking at the work yet.. lolx.. did too much la yest, decided to slack slack.. muhahaha.. *paid to slack.. .lolx..

Forgot to bring my thumb drive today..so sian.. i wanna d/load PCK musical MP3 songs… haiz guess i do it another day ba…

today my dear is back… for his classes and then after few days go off again.. meanwhile I guess i gotta sacrificed some time, aloow him to concentrate on his studies.. its ok, cos its gonna be just for a few more months. *still crazy in love…

*to those who appealed to NTU, I pray and hope that ur prayers and wishes will be granted… lest if u do get in, lemme know ok? would like to share the joy too..

guess i am starting to talk crap.. anyway realli need to reach for sumthing to perk me up.. to start a freezing cold tuesday morning… lolx…

blog later… stay tuned for more.. =D