The Gal – Nicole

back again…this time somehow and somewhat.. I feel so unloved.. I dunno what came over me.. maybe I am beginning to miss people I din see for quite sumtime le… Life so bored these days for me..its like a routine le.. its always work and then leaves me so tired..haiz…

to all couples out there: cherish ur partner before a incident changes & forces u to take drastic measures just to meet up. *My case is a gd example. Read on…

dun ask me why. the reason I can put up with this is because I have faith in my r’ship, but sometimes I cannot help but feel really lonely…really unloved, just making me cry. *sob.. (wipes away tears). Perhaps its retribution for me ba.. taught me a real hard lesson. Even as i blog now, can’t help but reach for the tissues in my bag… =( these days I cherished the meetings with my bf like never before. It has been about a yr le..and this will never stop till he finishes his private exams, get a job in sg.

perhaps some of u may think, y din i break up with him, had i know this will happen. well, I am still very much in love with him, despite occasional arguments & big fights… I have no other reasons to leave him, cos he dun drink, he dun smoke. last of all, its unfortunate this kinda things happen, no one expects it.

part of me wish he could be with me every single time when i need him, yet at the same time another part of me wish to sacrifice some time so that he can study more. I guess its better for me to sacrifice some meeting time then end up harming a person future further.

I guess I am getting too emotional.. which i shuld not.. *reaches for tissue again. I admit its painful, but I believe the painful moments will soon be over… I blog now is because after reading through my friends blog, u can realli feel the concern that the both of them share.

Somehow my situation is way different from anyone, with a bf who is older than me, and is an Indian. God knows how I end up with him, but it was his kind heart and character that won me over.

Guess I stop here for now. Blog later…

thursday~! weekends around the corner…hurray~ never knew that weekends are so precious to me now… lolx..ever since working part time… nice way to start my day..when i checked out the blog that my bro (dom) left on my tag board.

verdict: sweet enough to melt lil’ meimei’s heart here… overall the latout is nice..realli nice.. and can feel there’s lots of love and care there… aww~

well i feel realli happi for my bro, now that he found his true love.. cherish and love her well.. work hard for ya future…

well today, receive word from my boss that I will work for another hour each day as well as on 2 saturdays… oh well..its fine with me, more $$$$ into my pocket.. *hee hee..

work load increase again..its neverending is it? lolx…oh well … means I need to have a more filling lunch else…

muhaha.. this realli rox my day… chill

ciaoZ

had a lil’ chat with my friend, who is due for enlistment to NS on June 11th. Turns out that so many of my friends missed out the chance to apply for university this year. they asked me to remind them for next year, which is not a problem for me at all. after all, this is such a small matter, I can help them out on it…

I discovered that I can now type out text without looking at the keyboard!!! hurray… finally… but occasionally still make typo error.. muhahaha… well its good for me, an improvement.

feeling a lil worried for uni fees… wundering if my parents can afford it… sigh.. ~ take things one thing at a time ba.. lolx..

and as for lunch..well I had a lovely surprise.. my bf came to my workplace and pick me up for lunch~! was totally surprised when he msg.. cos thot he has classes, but it was cancelled. .oh well.. haha.. was so sweet of him.. as a result we ate vegetarian hokkien mee, tom yam soup and fruits for lunch.. spent time talking and got back to my office just in time.. .gee… haha…

wish i could sleep in, cos its raining in the morning..suddenly felt like no mood to work.. unfortunately, my mind wun tolerate any nonsense and forced me to get up..duh.. so sleepily drag myself to the bathroom… hahaha.. wanna curl up and sleep thru the rain man.. so cold and nice.. but too bad … awww =S

yesterday had a great time with shaun and michelle. the outing was realli fun and enjoyable. this is also a farewell to shaun who’s gonna be enlisted pretty soon.. all da best to him..

to dila: I can go out this sundae with ya *in case u dun see me online… *confirmed..

so here i am in the office, blogging at the start of the day… since haven start cracking at the work yet.. lolx.. did too much la yest, decided to slack slack.. muhahaha.. *paid to slack.. .lolx..

Forgot to bring my thumb drive today..so sian.. i wanna d/load PCK musical MP3 songs… haiz guess i do it another day ba…

today my dear is back… for his classes and then after few days go off again.. meanwhile I guess i gotta sacrificed some time, aloow him to concentrate on his studies.. its ok, cos its gonna be just for a few more months. *still crazy in love…

*to those who appealed to NTU, I pray and hope that ur prayers and wishes will be granted… lest if u do get in, lemme know ok? would like to share the joy too..

guess i am starting to talk crap.. anyway realli need to reach for sumthing to perk me up.. to start a freezing cold tuesday morning… lolx…

blog later… stay tuned for more.. =D

heya.. .being a bit free here..cos been too hardworking today … do too much.. thus decided to blog..

was chatting with dila.. then we talked till we hit something in common.. *hush.. secret of cos.. well we hope our fren may like it.. *smirk.. muhahaha (so wicked). so its a dila cum yj secret..

lolx.. decided that sunday may meet and go out with dila..so long din go out with her le.. yay.. finally..and hopefully get to eat muah chee.. yippe… haha

*one thing.. i guess i too frank at times and that may hurt ur feelings, even if i dun mean to. If I realli did, please accept my sincere apologies here (*takes a bow) I dun mean it honestly. I will keep that in check. =)

thanks dila, for pointing it out to me.. lolx..

gtg… ciaoz

back from lunch… horrible rice i had just now.. Well today ate rice with bittergourd and some fried fish.. the rice so hard and dry and the fish is ugh… so much batter..hardly taste the fish.. and cause me 3 dollars.. I could have ate something esle much nicer…

only consolation is the fruits that i bought after that..really taste sweet and yummy.. ate pineapple and papaya.. I buy fruits so often that I bet’ya the aunties all know me there.. muahaha.. “regular customer loh” haha…

read a few of my friends blog anyway.. hahaz… *realli enjoyed the way they wrote about their entries.. haha.. will be updating my links to other webbies soon.

Joined wholivesnearyou web portal as well as zorpia..hahaz

After lunch feel so sian.. like nothing to do.. as though I so free here.. =S lolx.. well looking forward to end of work..so that i can go and meet up my frenz.. Yippe.. .can enjoy myself..take it as pampering myself ba.. muhahaha…

ciaoZ

early in the morning here in the office I start to sneeze… geez..wunder if i caught a chill or cold. *Sneeze.. again.. God bless.. oh no… This morning I took nutrisoy brown rice soyabean milk…and a cheeze bread.. the beverage’s is so yummy… yum yum.. *glup.. gulp

well… yest received many congratulatory messages.. Aww~.. emails and sms alike.. I just hope I dun disappoint u guyz.. haha… *i will have to work hard.. pondering whether to stay at hostel or not.. cos NTU quite far from home..

looking forward to a little gathering in the evening with my frenz… officially quitting my job at the end of this month, 30th June… infact working in an office-cum-shop setting proves to be an eye opener for me, instead of the usual office setting initially expected…muhahaha.. learnt a few tricks about photo imaging though.. but then I am just a greenhorn in this area la.. lots more to learn..

ever wunder when I will finish learning..? the answer is well NO. haha, cos learning will never cease to stop until the very day u leave the world. Everyday, we are learning… Have u learnt something today?

This will then leave me free to do what I have to do.. infact, will be going shopping for graduation ceremony as well as sort out all that paperwork for myself and helping my fren to do it…

okies..guess i blog later… heya peeps..drop me tags la.. mt tag board getting realli cold..*brr

ciaoz~

Received good news from Shaun~! He passed the Java exam… Hurray.. hip hip hurray~.. Feel happy for him…

wat a short post… lolx

lolx..so bored..so decide to blog once again… just now told my company boss i leaving on 30th June. he asked me to stay a bit longer, but I cite that i need time to do my stuff, so he no choice but to comply.. lolx.. well its true i need to spend much needed time with myself and family and frenz…

the company i working for still hiring full time programmers. anyone interested? either sms me or msn (if I online)… company location is at raffles place, OUB center. very near mrt.

my workload increased again..argh..the damn text so light how to edit? haiz..cannot complain..cos this is the nature of such a job.

Just heard from a fren that hostel charges are 150 bucks per mth… woah.. thats a lot in the long run.. gee… but staying alone nt so good la..unless u got a fantastic roomie… lolx…

diet progress: feeling good, despite the hunger feeling..occasionally craving for choco (OMG). but manage to discipline myself. most of the time had fruits and juices for lunch, else smth light like soups and stuff… *speaking of which I am now hungry…. lolx…

skin: my face starts to clear up. feeling more confident.. *slightly.. the cream rox.. thanks dearest!

looking forward to tml outing after work… lolx… a long time since we chat palsz.. haha…

haha..well i start to feel more like a woman than a tomboy…rox.. haha..well *hush* haha… been checking out my email.. and realised that erm… *so pai seh haiz… dun ask la.. dun even wish to write here…

ok..no more ideas for now..guess its back to work and msn.. lolx..

heya.. start of a lovely monday, why? receive my first paycheck, and feel like going on shopping spree. But at the same time, got to save some money for a rainy day. gee…

well i got the long awaited letter form NTU. My heart skipped a beat when I saw the envelope. There it was, as if saying “Open it~ Open it~…” I am like erm..ok.. Then the rest is history cos I am jumping for joy. I got in~! yahoo~… being given a chance to do wat I always wanted.

However happy I was, my thoughts drifted to my friends. Some got in, Some did not. Nevertheless I believe that they too, one day will get a chance to do a degree of their choice too. Friends, if ya need my help, just gimme a buzz.. I will do as best as I can.

Oh boy, now I am totally relieved and can start planning my time. On the agenda, to go shopping with friends for clothes for the upcoming graduation ceremony. Maybe a little gathering if I have the time. lolx.. =)

Another thing, my friend’s blog is back up again~! yippee… Gonna add the link in my blog real soon…

ciaoz~