okie… so far so good my life has been.. I have picked up the broken pieces of my life and ready to move on. just say that things din work out between my ex and me.
the turn out of events are tragic though. though i dun wish to elaborate much on it. i am sure my close friends know wat happen anyway. maybe u gonna get sum clues out of this.
I lost many things. many many things. not that i am materialistic, but those were mine..till its taken away from me. i mean, u give pple, then take it back…not the nice hor? well… wat to do…
i am still surviving well…without it…so far… yes i still want these gadgets, toys and stuff… but then guess i will save up $$, or earn them and buy them on my own ^^ girl power~! unless pple sponsor me lor… or fulfill my wish list.
sad to day, i haven draw up my wishlist yet… it will consist of my personal wishes, and all the nitty gritty things i want. its a wish list.. so dun blame me for being materialistic… after all.. its just that… just a wish list… lol…
now that my holidays have started, i should try and make the best of it. though i may or may not get a job, i still wanna enrich myself with skills and knowledge.
things to do… hmmm alot leh… one thing at a time though… hehe…
oh maybe i can get started on a brand new blog layout as well as a total revamp ^^. well, i am glad that the Bro has decided to sublet a domain to house this blog. once the move is confirmed… i will shut down this blog and export all my stuff into a new link. so watch out for the new link via here or tag board ^^ hurray ^^…
rest assured however, all the content will remain as well as new additions wuld be introduced though. that wuld happen in early december… as agreed with the bro.. cos he still have exams till 25th november ^^… good luck dude…
for those who are concerned with not being able to access his blog, the bro has decided to shut it down for a lil well, to concentrate on mugging as well as to plan a blog revamp too ^^. thus, not to worry, both of us will be back by january.
there will be periodic updates on this blog, whilst the revamp is still undergoing…
life wun be easy now that i ahve so many things to learn and embrace them as part and parcel of life.
to say i have no emotions from breaking up from a rship is untrue. I feel the pain, the anger and being hurt. yesh a 3 and a half yr rship is long. each rship is unique and special though. but when a rship has no more trust, and love, there is no point carrying it on. both parties will be unhappy for life, if they decides to get married…
lucky i din commit too much and get engaged, that was one of the things back then, else i got to file a divource. i ain’t silly. i am still young. i have a long way to go. i want my life and i want to enjoy life ^^
my health took a dive for the worse, having to battle and weather many storms, but then as the bug (yes thats me, my new pet name) nurses her wounds, cuts, bruises (watever)… she will turn out strong. the bug will be stronger day by day.
I still believe it takes 2 to clap in a rship, and that care, trust, honesty, respect are needed to mantain a rship. yes mutual respect is important, at the same time, one must not neglect their own social circle. Life does not revolve around the couple alone. they need to be with their friends, their own social circle at times, although spending time with each other is equally important.
i guess it took me a long time to figure it out. well not too late yet… ^^
i am thankful all my friends stood by me thru my difficult times, esp to u the Bro ^^. u are there for me always.
I am still getting over the relationship, which i believe it will be over for me soon. All the memories I will remember them, but I will not dwell on it, i will just let my brain do wat it deems fit with it. and i dun believe in digging them out though. i wanna forget abt it. yesh, there are still many signs and stuff that provokes this memory each time i see them, however, i will not let it affect me. after all, a rship is over. and given how i was treated, i think its better for me to forget abt all these ugly things and start afresh in life.
I wanna do well in my studies, my personal life, my career and to realise my dreams, wishes, and ambitions.
okie… i type such a long entry already…
god bless…
ciaoz
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