i dunno why… maybe its just me being impatient… i get pissed off easily when my plans are screwed up… =(
is it because of my impatience that makes me give up on things so easily? where is my confidence? where is my cheerfulness? where is the level of health and fitness i used to enjoy? I feel so sick…
Being sick with flu ain’t nice at all… my tastebuds are ruined… my nose are stuffed… and i practically feel so sick… nose goes drip drip drip….
and rainy weather makes me feel so gloomy… so dull and so no mood at all… haiz… and i am always feeling so so so cold…
I dunno la… I feel overwhlemed… a lot of responsibility… yet no time to relax… my health is sacrificed… cos I feel the strain of being sick… I need a break… take me somewhere to relax…let me indulge in swensen’s ice cream again…. 
i am so looking forward… but then… haiz….
Maybe I should start trying and immersed myself with more e-learning, research and blah blah… i dunno la… i simply cannot adjust to sleeping at odd hours… cos i tried and fell sick… =S but if i sleep too early, i cannot finish my work.. .Sobz more…
blah blah blah… thats it…I had enough…
from now on… I guess I should keep trying, and not to be afraid of making mistakes… =)
still feeling gloomy…
The Gal
Nicole
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to The Guy:
I love you so much, I am sorry….
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