Archive for February 7th, 2006
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I dunno if it is just me… I am feeling burnt… over burnt in fact… loads and loads of lab reports piling up… and i still dun understand discrete mathematics =( my shoulders and back are hurting much more again… now its my neck muscles…
i dun even feel like smiling… consider that i have not done work for DD… =S i dunno how on earth can i rush everything out…Â i dun want to sleep, dun want to eat… just let me die…
i dun even have the courage to smile… The Guy is still ill… i dun have the mood to celebrate vdae anymore… i dun even have the mood to study… i really just wanna die… its totally impossible to finish everything…one deadline after another…
i wanna skip all meetings…can I? can i just lose myself and go to the beach and scream~???
I can’t… cos i am tied down by all those work… i have no life… even The Guy is not spared…
right now i am seating in sac…dehydrating..cos i forgot to bring my water bottle…
i dun wanna organise things anymore… so taxing on me…
i just wanna lock myself in the toilet and cry… i really want to do… everything i do… it dun seem right… even though i mean well… i gave my best…my everything… it doesn’t matter how hard i try…
time is so valuable… what can i do?
i tried so hard… am i appreciated? does anyone understand how I feel? DOES ANYONE KNOW? I FEEL HELPLESS… i cannot even be there for him when he is sick…
I simply pray everything will work itself out… i am so exhuasted… i see myself falling deep into the hands of the depression reaper…
tata
The Gal
nicole
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