Archive for May 28th, 2006

28 May 2006 depressed
 |  Category: my life  | 2 Comments

Hi all, the blog server was down… and now it seems alright again… these days i am feeling real low… so many things happened… its making me tired… It din help that these days are so stressful…at least to me..

I know i am not perfect. I made alot of mistakes… I am trying to improve… but why has all my efforts gone down to drain? Is it so hard to be me? Is it so hard…

I know I may not have the same talent u have, but i think i still have talent… but where has that gone to? why have i lost that confidence that i used to have, why is my self esteem so low…

I feel so broken now… I feel so low… I can’t depend on anyone… The Guy has his own set of problems to take care…

I dun blame anyone, not even u, The Guy. Its just me. my very own fault.

I guess, I need to relearn what i learn.

no one can help me. i am on my own.

Signing off

The Gal

nicole