Goodbye… i had my fair share of the joy, laughter, satisfaction and the people that i met, and from it all i found my love, The Guy. Standards have raised… and so are expectations… Either I am too tired, or simply I think I cant meet the raised expectations anymore… perhaps its time for new blood… thus i decided to make way. No one asked if i am staying… or leaving, i guess its pretty obvious. *ponders*

perhaps its just me. perhaps i think too much. perhaps i should get out while i still can. perhaps i should just stop thinking abt it and let it go.

I will miss the times I spent in the club room, knowing that I will never get the chance to go there after August. The times where 5 DD pple stayed overnight there, struggling to stay sane, while rushing the last minute work. Shall never forget that. If not becos of this, i doubt DD would be a smashing success…

Goodbye… for it has been a wonderful year.

Its time for me to move on. I wish the club all the best. Literally.

Happy 8th Month The Guy =D

A pity that we have to spend the day interviewing pple and not being able to enjoy dinner together. *The Guy’s Flatmate decided to give them a treat to celebrate his birthday* Never mind. I understand. =D

Happy 21st Bdae to Ruiping =D

So many things has happened in the flash of an eye, and it seems that I am still struggling a lil… nt a very gd sign…

honestly, i feel very very worried… =X

sometimes i feel so bogged down… argh… i need to scream at a beach! =X

it feels kinda weird turning 21, i mean, it means, i come of age as being a full grown adult… and yet, i dun feel like i wanna grow up… sometimes, its simply too painful… I really dunno what to do abt that squishy feeling… perhaps take my time to face the fact, hey, i’ve grown.

today was also the start of interviewing pple for comm positions in SIGGRAPH. I am stepping down as Art Director. Its time to make way for new blood. I really hope to serve for another year but then, circumstances have changed… Many of the pple i know also decided not to join…  also chairmanship has changed hands. There are things I shall nt say here, those who know me should already have known wat has happened… *clashes*

Perhaps its just me, perhaps… for nt being patient enough, but i get rather sick of such things… i seen it so many times, and to think that the person i once respected the most is actually like that? *denial*

Backtrack: The Guy and I had a wonderful birthday dinner at Sake Sushi on 22nd August. =)

The Gal

Nicole