In a blink of an eye, 2006 is almost coming to an end… my thoughts are still muddled in my head… oh well… cant seem to organize it into any proper thoughts as yet… oh well… lol… hee… hmm…
let me try writing it…
First half of the year was spent busy with DD’06. Like Theresia, I too, cant forget the very night 5 of us had spent in the club room… scrambling and rushing last minute things, so that the event can run without too many hitches and glitches. and the truth is, without all that time spent, i doubt dd could be such a smashing hit. sorry, but i had to say that. even if it hurts. it taught me a few very valuable lessons though, nth which the textbook can teach. and i hope that if i lead, i would not make those mistakes other leaders had done. and yes, i learn to be a better team player also.
Its also during this year that i had to repeat a failed module, which yes, totally destroyed my confidence and wreck havoc on my mental health. i nearly lost my mind if not for the support i had from all my friends. =X Its not easy facing the fact that you flunk the module, got a academic warning and on top of that had to grapple with a lot of other stuff. It din help that i worried myself sick to death, worrying that i would meet the dreaded TA who will make my life miserable. honestly, i totally felt like losing my only life goal. (which might bring up something awful so i stop here) =)
I had to pull myself together and find my focus again. seriously, i cant help but ask myself how can i fail something that i ought to know? *a friend of mine brought it up too* its literally salt rubbing into a sore wound and making it more painful. oh well…
2006 is also the year where i renewed my resolve to work very very hard. the thought of not getting my desired classification of honours scared the shit out of me… and yes, i fear being looked down upon. =(
somehow i still cant shake off that fear. how ?
2006 also saw the loveliest year for hendri and i … =) I love u
2006 also saw the moments of how i struggled all the way to the exams and i hope… I will pass everything and be able to be promoted back to normal =)
The Gal
Nicole
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