The Gal – Nicole

I just want to sleep. these days, sleep is the only thing i can do when the weekends come. i can’t go out too long, else can’t finish my assignments.

its good i am revising maths. finally can be a bit on par with my other classmates. which is a gd sign i hope. honestly, everyone is quite gd in their foundation. which just pressures me more. it got really bad that i ask myself, what am i asking for? why am i in this degree ?

is it true uni is not cut out for pple like me ?

whatever the answer maybe… no one will know. only time can tell. i am feeling very sick and frustrated. very.

The Gal… ponders…
Nicole

Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, so if i have said things i shouldn’t have, apologies.

somehow, things dun seem too rosy at the moment. i dun have control over it, and neither can i decide what to do…

The Gal
Nicole

another random entry before i decide to finish up my algorithms tutorial thats due tomorrow. tml is also where i start my lab… yup, tml will be software modeling lab… still having difficulty with paintComponent stuff… hmm, gotta work on it soon… so far so gd…

my OMNI portal problems are solved. happy.

I dunno what the coming week will bring, i just have to live one day at a time… someone just gimme a brain transplant and give me better brains can? honestly, i seriously dunno whether my dream will come true… i just have to work towards it and see what it brings…

The Gal
Nicole

*can i just hug you and cry*

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Somehow, i feel like, bleah. so much to work on and i could barely breathe. Nothing much people can help, cos they got their own work to worry on as well… i am stuck with a whole lot of maths to revise. yeah, i know, i am weak at maths.

Went to check out Vivocity with Hendri on saturday. we din head to sentosa to see the musical fountain as planned. cos of the weather. bummer. Oh… sentosa express station looks so nice.

oh well… someone gimme a brain transplant please ?

I feel sad…

The Gal
Nicole

White beetles. OMG.

See it here

The Gal
Nicole

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Saturday~ time to have some fun and cut myself some slack… hee… studied till 4 am last night. woot~! and tried understanding the GUI. kept thinking and thinking… and time will fly when u think…

Wow… hahaha… and yup i wanna get ready to have a date with Hendri. its like not everyday we can meet because of sch and IA. so the next best thing, weekends. I still think we are lucky to meet up at least once per week.

The Gal
Nicole

Update: 3/4 of my GUI is done. whee… now i gotta figure out the elevator painting and stuff… first time doing it… hmm… time to start flipping the books…. hahaha… imagine my delight seeing my GUI on the screen…. *like a little kid* haha… well, even though, did it long time ago, it still feels good to anticipate the first feelings of programming a correct programme.

Updates later….

The Gal
Nicole

sad. still can’t gain access to the OMNI portal for my ger. guess i will have to make a trip on Monday to bug the pple there to fix the problem. Is it just me that is left out of the system? I really need to get it resolved else there is no point in me taking the subject, for my grades depend on the system. a pity that i know no one in the class… sad sia… and suay. Sigh.

Nothing I can do now except go and bug the admins there lor… haiz…

The Gal
Nicole

thank god its friday~! haha… today hendri will be attending a company dinner @ gotham penthouse… woots~! that must be a nice place to go too… hmm… lol… so it means, tonight can’t meet up with him already… oh well…

guess what, my software engineering tutor and supervisor is my mentor… lol.. thats like a nice surprise… haha… met more pple in my class… and all seems like very nice so i guess, i am more or less settled down into my new curriculum timetable. ^^

lol…

blog later. time to study

The Gal
Nicole

School’s alright today. Just that I din had enough sleep, and that results in a super sleepy me. U may all say drink coffee lor… but I no longer can… Cos, I suspect that the caffeine aggravates my already bad back condition. I decided to go coffee free for 7 days. Into the 4th day, and while i still feel slight aches around my back, its definitely much better than when i drink coffee. perhaps its a sure sign that my body cant tolerate caffeine any longer… maybe i can enjoy a cuppa or 2 once in a very blue moon.

A big thank U to Eugene, for lending me the Java Programming textbook.

After my last lesson, which is a lecture on algorithms, I headed to the bus stop… and its already raining very heavily. Haiz… then the bus stop were flooded with gushing muddy water. -.- what the hell… and yes i got myself drenched and wet all over trying to board 179. it din help that the bus stop were very crowded and no one is willing to make way to let me board the bus. I had no choice but to run in the pouring merciless rain to board the bus.

As if being in drenched clothes isn’t bad enough… the aircon in the MRT is super cold, and that promptly made me felt even more worse… Imagine sitting a long journey in cold, and wet jeans… jacket and top… =.= Thankful that my notes din get wet. That would be a terrible nightmare.

Reached home… and was about to board the lift, then i saw that lift B is going up halfway to the 5th level, and then suddenly it flashed an Out Of Order sign. Oh my god. I realized that the chances of someone being stuck in there is quite high, since its the timing where everyone return from school or work. and then the alarms which were sounded dun seem to resemble the machine’s pattern… cos the pauses are really awkward… lol… then at the 5th lvl lift landing, I dialed the EMAS emergency line and request them to send the technicians.

It turn out that the person stuck in the lift is my neighbour’s son. -.- My mum overheard them talking about it… lol… oh well…

What a day… *heaves a sigh of relief*

The Gal
Nicole