Archive for April 19th, 2007

19 Apr 2007 Love is DEAD.
 |  Category: my life  | 8 Comments

WARNING: What you are about to read next is entirely my rants and feelings about the massacre and everything about this world, and if you don’t want to read this entry, don’t click on it… cos it can and will get a bit out of hand. cos I am feeling quite emotional over it. And I need an avenue to rant and say everything about it once and for all. Thanks very much for your understanding.

Where is the love? Its dead.
Where is the peace? Its shattered.
Where is the safety? Its destroyed.

In place of it all, its terror, guns and chaos. Sad isn’t it? Very sad indeed. I can’t help but cringe in horror and feel sad for the innocent victims that were killed because of all this. My heart goes out to them. I recall how I felt during September 11, the reaction, the feelings. It just comes back again… because of the Virginia Tech Massacre. Though it happened in the USA, but that doesn’t mean it does not concern us in Singapore. In fact, my first reaction was WTH?!

Here I am, blogging how I feel, because I read the article the New Paper ran today about the Virginia Tech Massacre… featuring the killer and all… his confession videos… his last chilling words… (go buy a copy and read)… the killer’s image is evident throughout the article as well as on the front page. It made my blood ran cold. I don’t condone the killings. I condemn it. Damn it. These people who got killed are innocent and in no way made to be punishable by your unhappiness. This killer is a LOSER. A real, sore LOSER. He killed himself after making 32 people die. LOSER!

Its amazing that people can go on a killing rampage, and then kill themselves after that… so much blood is shed and the killer will never be able to atone for his sins. NEVER.

Even if you (the killer) were to die over and over again, you can never erase the pain you cause to 32 victims families’, their friends. You can never atone for the sins you committed. Your quick death does not justify anything at all. If you have just shot yourself to death, it would be just another statistic recorded as suicide. But you choose to shoot 32 unknown people to death… And now you made headlines… for all the wrong reasons. So what if you had an unhappy life, its how you look at it… loser… u choose to kill, instead of choosing to learn how to lead a happy life. murderer. You do not deserve a quick death. You deserve a fate worse than death. I am in no position to judge, but that’s how I feel. I am sure there are others out there who share my sentiments. I pity you for the fact you have wasted your life, and life itself is more precious than anything.

I dunno what’s wrong with the world nowadays. Everyday, there are people killing one another, disasters happening, people dying… Where is the once peace loving world we have? Its dead. ever since 9-11, people start to be paranoid about security, some people get accused of being a terrorist all because they bear resemblance to the real culprits… *isn’t that causing unwanted distress to these innocent pple?* The world is so ugly today… terribly ugly. Security has become a top issue in every country, every corner of the world. The fear is understandable, but not paranoia.

I miss the times I can walk in the airport freely, without the sight of man in green carrying mean and fierce looking rifles… while they provide a sense of security when they walk past, but the rifle struck a sense of panic and fear in me, not that i did anything wrong, but its just so unnerving.

Killing is never a way to put an end to any issues. It only cause more hurt and pain to others. Start appreciating and lead a more fruitful and fulfilling life. Life is too short to count all the hurt you have suffered. We live on earth only once. and let it be good.

That’s the end of my rants. I feel so much better. Let us learn to love and cherish what we have.

The Gal
Nicole

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