to be totally honest, i am out of my comfort zone, and pushing myself to achieve things i once thought impossible. i can’t help but feel slightly edgy… it feels like i am heading towards the unknown, and not knowing what is going to happen next.
on one hand, it feels good to head out of the comfort zone and explore, but on the other hand, there is a feeling of uncertainty… uncertain of whether what you are doing is right or wrong…
should i just heck and venture ahead, and not think so much… but rather, dream big and work towards it… or just run back into my comfort zone ? lol.
but i am not going to turn back and seek the safe shelter of my comfort zone. its time to move on, challenge myself, and hope that all will turn out well. by challenging myself, i hope to be able to discover more of my abilities, as well as capabilities, and see if it opens up another new route for me to explore. i dunno what will it lead me too… we will just have to wait and see.
one might say that this inadvertently increases stress and pressure, because of additional things to do. i will just have to establish better time management practices.
joining code xtreme apps competition is the initial step that i have taken. i dunno what other opportunities will knock, but when it knocks, i will seize it.
i have big dreams, and i will work towards realizing my dreams. it won’t be easy, but i will not give it up without a nasty fight. i see myself as a fighter, and not a quitter.
on the cards are to get a license, to own a car, as well as to save up and buy a few more tech toys. apart from material dreams, i would also want to be able to establish myself in the industry
big dreams, very big dreams indeed. as i venture into the unknown, i will have to find solutions and work for all that.
The Gal
Nicole