the corner of my bed.
October 31, 2007 my life 1 Commentin a corner of my bed, i sit there and ponder at issues of life, all the little pleasures in life, and feel nostalgic, happy, regret, amongst other emotions. sometimes i sit there and daydream, sometimes i sit there and stare aimlessly into the darkness, the space of my little home. sometimes a tune will just play in my head… and sometimes, my inner voice speaks.
its comforting to just sit there in the dark and ponder, for there is no one except yourself. perhaps it provides me a form of solace that i can turn to… perhaps perhaps perhaps…
throughout each day, i experience different things, new things learnt, which in turns refines me, which teaches me how to be a better person (hopefully)… perhaps all these happen for a reason, which will reveal itself someday. till then, each encounter can potentially unlock a new experience, lesson, and bestow upon the ability to learn and evolve accordingly.
i always believe in bouncing back up as quickly as possible when i fall, and not be afraid to question and ask when i don’t know things.
sometimes I see myself telling me how i will be like in the future. far cry from my present, and this will be something i will need to work towards to. till i realize it, that image shall remain elusive at the time being.
Its truly amazing what i can think and ponder through whilst sitting in the corner of the bed.
The Gal
Nicole

