I don’t know to laugh, or cry at this latest set of results… Yes, I endured a very heart-wrenching and agonizing wait to see this on my laptop screen…. with some of my friends online as well…
Honestly, some subjects were better than expected, like AI, I only expected a D, because I really don’t have the confidence to ace the paper… Besides it’s an open book paper, and I really have no idea what to expect for the paper… Another unexpected paper would be Database… I misinterpreted the questions… and I was freak worried…
Unexpected papers were SE2, which I thought I could score, but I was so wrong… as I put it, “bu gan xin”… No matter how good my practical skills are, it just doesn’t and will not translate into grades in theory… Thank goodness I passed OS, the paper that reduced me to tears so badly, I thought I am doomed…
I’m happy for my friends who did well… although I did not, but I should be contented in a way… Yes, I tried my very best, I even mugged my arse off during exams… I gave me more than I should… but oh well…
I hope I still have my friends’ respect, and that I am still accepted as who I am… I know my grades are sucky… it’s even more sucky than last semester… there is nothing much I can do except look forward to graduation…
I guess all the more I should excel in my skill sets…
The Gal
Nicole
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