Honestly, I don’t know any word that describes my feelings right now. Traumatized? Not exactly. Upset? No. Worried? Somewhat. Maybe there’s just too many things jumbled up that I don’t know how to phrase it exactly. Maybe I am just plain worried over nothing. Frankly speaking, I don’t know.
The previous week happenings, seem to shatter almost all of my beliefs. Whatever beliefs I hold dearly to, I find it so hard to accept it again. Perhaps the time has come… or perhaps not.
Somehow I feel that I still need to work on many aspects of myself, and that I still lack self confidence and esteem still. I know I should not be afraid to step out, but somehow, I feel afraid. I know I have wonderful friends around me, as well as a doting boyfriend. But there comes a point where I have to deal with it my own. Appreciate the encouragement and support.
Life is full of uncertainty. I count my blessings that I am alive and the chance to do things that others may not even have. But I want do make a difference, to go all out and do my best. Whatever it may be, I hope that you, my friend, will support, encourage and advice me 
Really appreciate it. Thanks
The Gal
Nicole
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