I realized I have problems with my temper… sometimes I can just flair up and lose my temper, even if its for the slightest thing… it just happened earlier…

The thing is, something innocent can irritate me. Maybe its just me that doesn’t have enough rest… and no, I ain’t fierce. Just getting angry way too easily…

I know its not a good thing, and I do not wish to be this angry either. My anger management kinda suck… nt an excuse, but its time to do something about it, before I myself get hurt…

Think my fuse is too short… partially after being stressed with some other issues… that kinda agitated me alot… and not been sleeping too well too… Looks like the mood swing meter is overworked.

Nicole

I realized that I have a hell of a terrible amount of paranoia over certain things… or rather, over fearful of how people think of me. Perhaps its due to my past… Something which I still can’t let go off… though its fading away…

I know you people will probably say don’t let all these crap gets to me… but sometimes it just hits you, whether you like it or not… and lately this has quite crept up on to me… making me feeling so shitty… I’ve gotta let it all go… and try to lead a carefree and happy life

To be frank, I know the journey ahead is very tough. I pray not for a lighter load, but a stronger back to carry more load.

Cheers,
Nicole

Started a new category of blog posts…of about me… yup… Perhaps it will allow more people to understand me, or understand me better… haha… No one’s perfect, and I too, have very bad habits I can’t get rid of…

I make no attempts to deny them, for I admit, old habits die hard! haha…

This “About Me” aims to let readers understand more about me as a blogger, a writer, a friend, etc etc etc… This is my blog, and I aim to try to express my thoughts as much as I can…

Here goes…

Who is Nicole? Nicole is just an average plain Jane, not good looking, nor does she have a killer figure… Basically, a lot of pimples and scars… :X who wants to date her?

Oh well.

Nicole

Just wanna ask… How do I look in this outfit?

I bought this just for a special occasion

Nicole

Got my spectacles fixed. Was “punched” in the face…yesterday evening…

I’m alright… it was an accident… The little bits of plastic holding the frame resting on my nose fell off… so having one side with plastic and one side with none was not comfortable at all… It kinda scared me, because I never had such mishap with my specs.

My friend paid for the damages, and all is well… as I got it fixed within minutes of walking into an optometry’s centre… the person was very nice, and ensured that my glasses fit me well before I left the store.

I had pasta at Pastamania for dinner, and then went to play at the arcade… It feels good to shoot hoops, as well as race on the Daytona machine… and I am happy to finish all the 8 labs, with a decent position of 12 out of 40.

I guess, this spells a nice ending to an otherwise normal day…

Nicole

In less than 8 days, Internship Attachment will officially come to an end… Honestly, this has to be quite a challenging and fulfilling semester for me, because it gives me a taste and a glimpse of what the industry can offer…

To be frank, I am happy to have been posted to this company of mine, and a big thanks to a friend for his timely and wise advice for me to try it out.

Credits and thanks must be given to my mentor as well as my fellow colleagues, for their guidance, thus allowing me to improve on my skills and learn new things… without them, my tasks would not be completed successfully…

Who can forget the times we go out for lunch as a group, enjoying the company of one another… Who can forget the times of joy and laughter… I can’t… I can’t bare to leave it all behind…

Even as I leave, I will bring with me all those memories that I have, in this 6 mths.

Nicole

Am back… Just had a tiring weekend… and a nice day of rest on Monday… (took leave)… AM I MISSED??!

So yeah, will be writing my backdated posts real soon! whee…

Nicole

From a random point of view… I always believe that if I hold on to a hope, things might not seem so bad after all… But then again… as I keep hoping, will I naturally expect the outcome that I’ve hoped? Will I be disappointed with the actual outcome?

Sometimes, I had to slap myself for hoping too much… I mean, hoping for something is fine, but when hope becomes an expectation implicitly, it gets dangerous… The disappointment levels are greater…

Ok, this is just a random thought that cross my mind… on a Sunday like this… tsk.

Nicole

PS: Second advance writing done.

All good things come to an end… and how true the saying goes… I sincerely believe, no matter good or bad…things will still end.

Enjoy the song

Nicole

PS: this was written in advance.

Yes!!! At last, all the assessment has been completed for Industrial Attachment, with the final one being conducted today. It’s a very sweet moment for me. At least, the whole chapter of IA is over. The submission of the report… a short demonstration… yup, its all over.

I have alot of reflections and thoughts, but again, lets leave that to another post.

Haha… I am just posting this quick entry…. before I am unplugged for almost 72 hours.

Anything urgent, reach me via phone.

Nicole