I can’t sleep. Too much on my mind. As I mentioned, I never liked emotional rollercoasters. Love em, Hate em, they are what makes us grow and be a lil wiser each time.
Life’s been a bitch at times, yet good at times, and oh so random at times too… No matter what, it’s never smooth sailing all the while… I used to think I am steering a ship in a vast ocean, and I still am thinking this way…
But perhaps this thinking is flawed… should I rethink about this analogy ? Have I been using the wrong analogy to guide myself through the journey of life?
I rant, I scream, yet no one hears… The inner screams and frustrations are never understood… I am one hellva angry young adult. Sure, you will not see the frustrations and the pain in my face, for I’ve learnt to hide them…
I lost count of sleepless nights I get, be it stress induced, or whatever others may be.
As I stare upon the sky out of my window, I can only wonder why…
Nicole
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