To be honest, I feel lousy.
Part of me feels so tired, part of me still want to trudge on and on… Never felt so stretched out to my limits as a final year student… Like what people say, the mind is willing, but the flesh is weak.
Knowing how many things I have to complete is just enough to make me feel scared. But then again, I began to ask myself, what am I feeling so scared for? Am I just being paranoid? Probably. Worrying too much? Definitely. The truth is that even if I worry, there is so much I can do. Worrying over something I can’t control is as good as wasting my energy.
Hmph. Now you can see why I am so bloody pissed with myself. I thought I controlled it. I thought I nailed it in the bullseye. But alas.
Maybe I expect too much of myself.
I should learn to take things easy.
Nicole
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