Archive for October 3rd, 2009

03 Oct 2009 Unusual quietness
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Sitting comfortably with classical music in the background, and with the trusty super long battery life of the Samsung N310 (review coming soon). I’m currently at the Starbucks at Suntec City, the one at the exhibition center.

It’s a grey, humid and sticky Saturday… and yup, very much reflecting according to what my mood is, despite wearing an orange top to cheer myself up. Fail.

The Tech65 crew wonder whats with my unusual quietness. Especially when I didn’t utter much at the weekly recording. That’s really something very wrong. Sorry guys.

Perhaps the moodiness is to blame, but then again, it’s myself to be blamed if any, for allowing it to happen. I’m aware something’s not right with me, but what? I haven’t figured out, to be totally honest. Of course, I do hope to figure it out, instead of running away from my feelings.

Countless time I told myself that I should be strong, and yes, I am being at my best now, and taking up a lot more things that I would love to do. It kinda sucks to be stuck in this rut at the moment, and that’s not what I want myself to be in.

I will get out of it somehow, by nook or by crook. As the quote goes, “As the going gets tough, the tough gets going” That’s true, in any sense.

Signing off,
Nicole