Life has been a rather roller coaster ride, with a lot of high points as well as low points, but hey, no one ever said the ride will be smooth. IF that’s the case then perhaps I don’t have a charmed life to begin with.
A series of intelligent conversations over meals, drinks, has left me pondering about the things I want in life, the journey and how every single view of my perspective is constantly being challenged in this fast pace, rat racing and ever changing society. Considering I was a fresh graduate in July 2009, it is no longer the same a year plus down the road.
I remembered standing by firmly of certain beliefs or values per say, that this is how I am going to abide by my principles in doing work and life etc. But along the way though however, it gets shattered, twisted. It is simply not the same anymore. Called me jaded but that’s how I feel most of the time. Things are always more than meets the eye.
It sickens me to learnt how certain things work, and no matter what, they never changed. Probably not this life time. Oddly, I also learnt that, never say never because the never will always happen. And when it does, it hits. It hits real bad.
Several interesting observations and happenings made me sit down many nights in my bed, pondering, reflecting, and wondering how all these have happened. But it has happened, and I am not denying it. Some of these, if revealed, would certainly change people’s perception of me. But who are you to judge? If you care, I appreciate. If you can accept that this is my life and you are willing to accept me as a friend, I would cherish you till the day I depart from the mortal world.
Whatever happens down this road in time, it might just be too much to take for some. But for me, I will take it, even if it means I am alone at it.
This post is written to pour out my thoughts, and its just that yours truly writes with emotions when it comes to penning down her thoughts.
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