If I say I am charging on with courage in life, I’m lying. For at the moment, I feel exactly the opposite. The fear eats me up, bit by bit, byte by byte… (anything lower than a byte?) I can’t explain the fear to my dear readers yet… Not on a public scale anyway.
On the other note, there are a lot of things waiting to be done on my part. Procrastination at its best. Oh well. A major part of it is due to me being fearful. Till I move on and conquered this fear, I’ll find it very hard to get back my usual bounce of life and press on.
I feel like I am slipping away… my defenses are weak and vulnerable. I feel so vulnerable, so unworthy, and so afraid. Too scared in a little corner of the world… I speak with a whisper, a shadow of my former self.
I need a break. A real break. So so tired.
By the way, I am not referring to anyone. Just me.
Nicole
Thursday, 27. March 2008
*hugs*
Thursday, 27. March 2008
jia you jia you! keep your chin up! Hope you find the strength to move forwards!
[and yea a nibble is smaller than a byte, half a byte really (4 bits).]
Thursday, 27. March 2008
*hugs*
Hang in there.
Thursday, 27. March 2008
… and sometimes you also must learn to let go
=)
take care gal~
Thursday, 27. March 2008
nicole, gambatte!
Friday, 28. March 2008
i have felt the same way.
Friday, 28. March 2008
@SuRfsLaYeR: *hugs*
Friday, 28. March 2008
@magicalstar: thanks girl!
haha… anything smaller than a nibble? 
Friday, 28. March 2008
@te nsai: i see, and i hope you are feeling better
Friday, 28. March 2008
@snowbiscuits: thanks, same to you too! gambatte!
Friday, 28. March 2008
@chillycraps: yeah, its time to learn how to let go…
Friday, 28. March 2008
@Mintea: I will, thanks
Wednesday, 2. April 2008
haha i think bits are the smallest. the person who named them must have been really hungry…
Thursday, 3. April 2008
@magicalstar: LOL! hahaha… perhaps so… or are u feeling hungry when you wrote this comment?