depressed

11:52 pm my life

Hi all, the blog server was down… and now it seems alright again… these days i am feeling real low… so many things happened… its making me tired… It din help that these days are so stressful…at least to me..

I know i am not perfect. I made alot of mistakes… I am trying to improve… but why has all my efforts gone down to drain? Is it so hard to be me? Is it so hard…

I know I may not have the same talent u have, but i think i still have talent… but where has that gone to? why have i lost that confidence that i used to have, why is my self esteem so low…

I feel so broken now… I feel so low… I can’t depend on anyone… The Guy has his own set of problems to take care…

I dun blame anyone, not even u, The Guy. Its just me. my very own fault.

I guess, I need to relearn what i learn.

no one can help me. i am on my own.

Signing off

The Gal

nicole

2 Responses
  1. nxva :

    Date: May 29, 2006 @ 5:14 pm

    I think everybody feels the way you do at one stage or another. It is completely normal. However, it is important top to keep a positive outlook of life. And at the very least, you need to realise that there are a lot of people who are willing to give a helping hand… if you let them to.

  2. nicole :

    Date: June 4, 2006 @ 12:41 pm

    nxva: Thanks for the advice… I am now more or less snapping out of it… =)