It has been quite a while since I last wrote stuff on my blog. and yes, it is indeed quite some time. Lately, I have been thinking of a possible career move in the later part of my life. at the same time, i am also challenged by the possible reactions from people who know me. will i draw flak for doing so? or will i draw encouragement and support ?

Honestly I don’t know. and I may never know the answer to that question. But whatever my career path maybe, what matters is that I am happy. I can’t imagine sticking to a job just for money. If I can help it, I want to work and be happy about work.

Looking back, I could have performed better for my academia, but I guess that was the best performance I had given. Even if time was to be rewind to that moment, I will still end up with the same grades I guess. I don’t have the academic brain to study, but I rather tinker around with new stuff, and getting dirty with programming.

Its true I have passion for IT, but will it wane and give way to something else ? I really don’t know.

Perhaps I worry and think too much at times. thats me. hard for me to change it but I shall try in anyway. I know there are alot of things that is beyond my control, and I don’t fault my brain to go into overdrive mode all the time. perhaps its due to past events that has happened, and that unfortunately occurred in my growing years, and it got ingrained into my head.

I feel that I am navigating a maze right now with many dead ends. I hope I will be able to find my way out of this maze. Life’s pretty much a maze and full of choice to take, but dunno if its the right or the wrong choice.

Whatever the outcome of the maze is, I will accept it.

The Gal
Nicole