The heart’s a whirl, and the mind’s a mess… To be frank, these days are passing by in such a blur, I can barely be aware of what is going on around me…

Maybe I have reach a stage of the transition in mental growth, and that’s somewhat a change I would resist at times. Not that the effects of the change won’t be good, but do I really need to? I guess so, if I don’t have a choice. I don’t even have a choice in the first place.

I guess that kind of confusion is only signaling the beginning of yet another transformation. The challenge to keep myself in check. In time to come, all will reveal itself…

As I questioned the unknown, a part of me wants to step in, a part of me hesitates. A part of me wants to ride the unknown wave, and be prepared for come what may. A part of me says no, I shouldn’t risk everything. But staying in sheltered harbor isn’t going to do me any good still.

I need to go out to breathe in air.

Nicole