The Gal – Nicole

Thus marks a beginning of a new quarter of 2011. Gee, the first 3 months came and flew by so quickly. Goodness.

Nonetheless, its been quite an adventure of sorts for me, apart from the on going hulabalu…if you know what I mean. I could probably declare that the worst is over, or maybe not. In any case, it won’t be very nice to jinx my chances.

I’m glad that the week is almost over and looking forward to spend time in the outdoors. Its good to be able to bask in the lovely sunshine, amongst the call of insects, lush trees and priceless company. Blissful eh?

Truth be told, I don’t know how many enjoy reading my daily muses on my blog, but I will still write them anyway, apart from other content found here as well.

May you have a great weekend ahead, and excuse me while I disconnect to connect once more.

Nicole

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Perhaps we are all too connected to the social networks these days that everything seem to happen too fast too furious, or rather, being overwhelmed with loads of information online.

These days, I’m filtering the information as fast as I see them. If there is something I would like to read, I would book mark it or simply add a favorite to my twitter. Its easier that way to backtrack and read it in pockets of spare time.

However, when I disconnect myself from the Internet, it becomes all too clear that majority of the chaos are removed, leaving me more time to sort myself out, enjoying connecting with people that matter.

And in a nutshell, I do start to feel better, at the very least, preventing myself from sliding further down depression.

I wouldn’t dare say that I’ve completely walked out of it, though I am making progress at preventing it from recurring in the future. Its for myself, and I’m gonna be darn proud of it when I walk out of this darkness.

Well, if anyone of you are looking for me, you know of ways to reach me, apart from social networks. (I will still check my social networks from time to time, but won’t be updating too frequently).

Alright, this wraps up my little update and off I am to prepare photographs for uploading.

Nicole

Lyrics after the jump!

This song has been on my repeat playlist for 2 days in a row. I don’t know if its the infectious rhythm that got me hooked to it, or that I simply love the energy and vibe from the music video. Which ever it is, as long as it puts me in groovy mood, it’s awesome!

Read the rest…

The weekends came and went… marking the end of one week and the start of another. What seems mundane of just 2 rest days amidst 5 hard grinding days of work is marked with sheer emotions from an end of a spectrum to the other. It’s as if the raging hormones (for a lack of a better word) never cease to work its wonders.

I also learnt new things about myself, its scary yet liberating at the same time, perhaps there is more I must do for myself. In the meantime, life goes on as per normal as it always does, and may it pave a route for recovery.

Nicole

March is here!

I’m glad to put the troubled month of February behind me. Triple whammy of sorts hit me, severely throwing me off balance.

Took a while to find my two feet and get back on. Making plans is not easy, but execution won’t be easy either. Either way, I’ve bitten the bullet.

I shall not elaborate too much at this point, lest its jinxed by unwanted factors.

Would much rather focus on healing one step at a time and be a happier, stronger person.

I may have been killed, but I am clawing my way up bit by biy.

Nicole

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-Taken at Pinnacle at Duxton

A new work week has arrived. Some would say the new work week for the lunar year… and indeed… after 4 long days of break, it’s a bit difficult to kick start the engine.

Now excuse me while I douse myself with coffee.

Have a lovely day!

Nicole

PS: Shall write more when time permits

In case you do not know, I’m out of a relationship. It happened fairly recently though. Perhaps its the best arrangement. Perhaps LDR isn’t for me. Or perhaps, he isn’t the one.

I do not wish to disclose any more information through this blog. I’m not alright, but I will be okay with the passage of time.

Perhaps I shall have the courage to start believing in love once more.

Nicole

Been a while since I last wrote something personal about myself in this blog. Somehow or rather, its getting harder and harder to write a no holds barred kinda entry. Am I worried about the can of worms that will be opened or risk judgement? Either way, the best solution is still keep a pen and paper diary. (Or maybe a password protected post)

Funnily, coming May 2011, would mark about 6 years of blogging. That’s quite some period of time, in my opinion, considering how I first started out with Blogspot. Its funny how I now cringe at the writings of my own in the past, when I read my archives from time to time. They serve as memory banks, evoking the emotions of the then events and happenings.

Suffice to say, my blog has seen me through my best and worse times of life. Its something that I could turn to, to seek solace even if I am troubled, and the best part is being able to write them all down, though not necessarily publishing those entries. Kind of a venting outlet.

So, from now on, onwards to mix haphazardness of the content that I will be writing about. If you have any in particular, just drop me a note via email!

Nicole

Random image – Shot at Pixar Exhibition

Time passes quickly when one is engrossed in doing things one enjoys. I am glad to have a long break from 31st December 2010 till 4th January 2011. I didn’t manage to travel out of Singapore, but nonetheless, am able to catch some much needed rest and getting a brief respite from everyday mundaneness.

You may be wondering what did I do, given that I had a nasty viral infection that left me scrambling to the doctor on 30th December 2010, after finishing work. Given a bunch of medicines meant not being able to party on NYE. Bummer, but the consolation was I manage to recover fast this time around, thanks to some awesome tender loving care and loads of fresh air. Manage to get out to Changi Village to enjoy the fresh air and sea breeze along its boardwalk.

Slept straight into the new year, and awoke to a day of leisure shopping and indulgences… tea, cakes, in Cedele amidst the heavy rain that poured upon Orchard, not a bad start at all. Dashed to attend first service of the year, at 8 am, totally ungodly, but its all worth it. After which, brunch was in order before going home to pack my room, and I am awfully glad I threw out so much junk that even my mum was beaming after she saw the before and after state of my room.

And yesterday, I went on my first shore trip for this year, observing and learning more about our local shores ( more coming up in another post), and it will be more or less of my personal project for the year.

Fast forward to today, which is the last day of my break, and yet I am feeling alright, though a little sad that its over, but I guess, as long as I’m happy, thats all it matters. Taking it real easy today, reading, blogging and of course, being phoneless is a good choice now (well, I left my phone battery at home, and didn’t thought that the plan would be switched and activated so quickly!)

Have yourself a very lovely Tuesday too!

Nicole

Greetings! Happy New Year to you!

Year 2011 has arrived, and cheers to another awesome 12 months.

I ain’t sure what each day will bring, but I savor every moment that I have, be it with myself, family, friends, and my various hobbies. I want to lead a fulfilled life, and one with confidence. I expect 2011 to be a good year, and a blessed year to everyone of you as well.

As for myself, I hope to write even more, and show you my glimpses and moments of life as often as I can.

Shall keep this post short and sweet, as I rest, to recover my strength and health.

This post has been scheduled to publish on 01.01.2011 at 0101 hrs (Done for fun)

Nicole